Tuesday, June 18, 2019
So walls, I’m tired of talking to you, and I’m sure done with seeing you over and over again. Here’s to hoping that, unlike Faron telling you “hello”, I’ll soon be able to tell you, “BYE BYE”!
P.S. I certainly don’t intend to offend in saying this, but please don’t pity me, or feel compelled to list a scripture verse, cliche’, or personal encouragement out of sympathy for me. I’ll be fine! I’m loved perfectly, and I’m destined to win! God’s got me, and He’s got an amazing “demolition” job planned for these walls. I’m just letting my humanity “decompress” through sharing this. I am just flat out exhausted and on fumes, which is where I’ve often been over the past 5 years. Thankfully though, it’s when we are at this helpless, desperate place where He lovingly and powerfully finds us and He sends His greatest breakthroughs. I’m just sharing this to offer YOU a story that maybe you can relate to, and be encouraged by. You don’t have to act like you understand His timing, His path, or His silence. Your attitude doesn’t have to always be great, nor do you have to put on “airs” like you are never discouraged, somehow hoping you’ll impress others or even God with your “superhuman” piety and devotion. God surely knows you better than that. And anyway, anyone who tries to act like “Chris or Christy Christian” at every hellacious enemy attack, or the unpredictable ups and downs in the often fluctuating emotions and circumstances of their journey, is most likely not be being real with the challenges in their process. People relate to real, not perfection! ;-)